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I have been feeling great recently. Most of the pain is gone. The only thing that really lingers is that I miss him. I was so happy today and I wanted to tell him, then I realized that he's not there. I got better, which is what he wanted, but he left anyway because of the rationalization the he had to protect his family. I can understand protection, but the scandal machine moves onto someone else and it has several times over. I have been doing so well now on the medication. I don't have to see my APRN for another 6 months. I got rewarded with free samples, so that I always have back-ups. I shared the great news with all my friends, but two are still missing. It doesn't hurt it's just a sense of loss that they meant so much to me, but they couldn't or wouldn't stay.
I'm pretty damn amazing now that I'm back to being functional. I hope that I can stay this way.
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