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Today was a bad day for me. I was up the night before crying because standing up for myself is extremely stressful. Everything went wrong at work and I was just so discouraged. Maybe I'm doing this to myself, which is possible. The good thing is that I didn't fall apart while at work. I came home and cried so much that I passed out for an hour. The worst part is that I didn't take care of myself very well. I didn't sleep well, I didn't really eat during the day and my eyes just kept stinging. I'm afraid that I'm failing everyone.
I still miss him. I feel abandoned by a lot of people since my assistant has disappeared and a co-worker is leaving. I personalize a lot of things, which makes me more depressed, but I don't know what to do.
This picture should describe everything about how I feel on a daily basis.
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