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Looking for a job is a full time job in itself. I have gotten 1 offer, which I turned down because it was mostly on commission and cold calling businesses. I am self motivated, but I don't think I would be able to handle so much rejection. I also didn't apply to that job. I have only had one interview and a lot of rejection e-mails.I know that I have to keep trying, but I get a lot of anxiety because I had to appeal my unemployment decision. It was denied because my employer claimed it was willful misconduct. I was never aware of the misconduct so it could not have been willful. There was no malice of forethought in my actions. It was a extremely stressful and hostile environment to work in. It's only $300 a week. It would cost them more for the lawyer, which they probably have on a retainer.
I am working on getting the EEOC complaint out. My mother has filed a complaint with the banking commission. They are not a good company for their employees or their customers. It takes a lot out of me to write the complaint because it's a lot of pain, discrimination and rawness associated with it. I know that they can't hurt me anymore. I am in a protected class because of my disability. I am hoping to get it done and sent off by July 20th.
I'm not giving up. There will be a job that fits that I can then work on becoming a lawyer with either night school or part time education. I know that I may be overqualified for a lot of the jobs that I am applying for, but I do need something in the meantime.
I'm going to keep trying. That's all I can do.
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