Pages

I'm Not Broken

S


I'm not broken, but I feel that way sometimes.  I believed it at times when I was dealing with everything at the bank.  It was especially true when they made him choose between a friendship with me and his job.  That was uncalled for and unethical.

I work at a better company now and I realized that I am not broken because I am functional.  I haven't told anyone about the depression brought on by Hashimoto's.  I got along well with the supervisors and manager, yet I am sad that I am transferring.  I hope that I can transfer back once the training is done. 

I never wanted sympathy for my disorder and I wanted to be feared for it even less.  I believe that I received both from the bank.  CVS knows that I have a disability for statistic purposes, but they never asked what it was.  All they said was that they were required to provide a reasonable accommodation if I needed it.  They actually know the laws, which is amazing.

I am looking forward to being a pharmacy tech.  I know that some of the drugs will assist in my advocacy.  Some of the top 100 prescribed drugs are anti-depressants.  At least I will know them when I have to talk to people about them.  The hardest thing with drugs is making sure people take them.  As a tech that is not my responsibility.

I know how strong I am.  I will stand up for myself this time.  I am ready to try to care about someone again.  I'm not broken and I don't think I am anymore.  I'll be ok.


S
 

Most Reading

  • The Classic Ingénue
    The ingénue is a stock character in literature, theatre (especially musical theatre), opera, cinema, television, and last but not least, re...
  • Audrey Hepburn Vs. Marilyn Monroe
    Audrey Hepburn and Marilyn Monroe were both actresses in the Golden Age of Hollywood that were icons in acting, fashion, and persona. Howeve...
  • New Fashion Blog Entry
    For the past two days, I have been window shopping for clothes. So I thought that I would write another blog entry on fashion.  Most recentl...
  • La Princesse Lointaine
    In this blog entry, I will tribute the princesse lointaine dimension within myself. The princesse lointaine is an ethereally beautiful lady ...
  • What I Gained
    Depression is the ultimate downer.  The sufferer is stuck in a cycle of negative thinking.  Now, that I am starting to get better, well, at ...
  • An alle Serienjunkies
    Ich würde euch gerne meine momentanen Top 5 Serien vorstellen, da ich Serien im Allgemeinen einfach liebe. Warum sind Serien für mich persön...
  • Spain
    I just returned from a trip to Spain so I am writing a blog entry on Spain while I am still in the mood. Spain is a beautiful, fascinating c...
  • I Don't Hate Life
    There is a secret that lurks in my soul.  Sometimes, I think it's too horrible for anyone to understand.  I don't hate life, but I d...
  • Schoolgirl Innocence
    I have come to realize that a girl that has never had a boyfriend has a schoolgirl innocence. I will provide a lengthy definition of this te...
  • Kindness
    After all that I've been through, I'm still amazed at the kindness that so many people possess.  There is a difference between being...