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As we draw nearer to Doomsday, my depression is spiking. This might be due to anger to the fact that I had to get up and go to work in terrible weather. We haven't had much traffic in at all. I guess they figured that they have to pay us anyway, might as well make us work. At least we got free lunch.I still don't know who I am at the moment. I need to figure out who that is again. I was almost human when he was here. Now I'm a Time Lord. I don't think time happens to me in the right order. I no longer belong to my legal name. I am a survivor, which is something that I do not say with pride. No one should have had to go through what I went through. You will see that tomorrow.
I have a couple of good friends and I don't know how they deal with me. I watched one go into crisis mode with me, which is unfair. Friends support each other through ups and downs, well at least they are supposed to. I don't think that there is anyway to get him back this time.
I don't know why it hurts so much. I would have expected a lot more to leave. I have a few friends that are working on bringing me back. I'm not the same at all. I miss my Rose Tyler. I have to change the world into a better place because we do not really live in a good world.
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