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I work at a better company now and I realized that I am not broken because I am functional. I haven't told anyone about the depression brought on by Hashimoto's. I got along well with the supervisors and manager, yet I am sad that I am transferring. I hope that I can transfer back once the training is done.
I never wanted sympathy for my disorder and I wanted to be feared for it even less. I believe that I received both from the bank. CVS knows that I have a disability for statistic purposes, but they never asked what it was. All they said was that they were required to provide a reasonable accommodation if I needed it. They actually know the laws, which is amazing.
I am looking forward to being a pharmacy tech. I know that some of the drugs will assist in my advocacy. Some of the top 100 prescribed drugs are anti-depressants. At least I will know them when I have to talk to people about them. The hardest thing with drugs is making sure people take them. As a tech that is not my responsibility.
I know how strong I am. I will stand up for myself this time. I am ready to try to care about someone again. I'm not broken and I don't think I am anymore. I'll be ok.
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